





I hadn’t seen it at first—just the way the trees shifted, bending a little farther than they should, their thin trunks creaking as something moved through them. The hum sharpened, rising into a high, cutting whine that made my head throb. I remember looking up, even though some part of me knew I shouldn’t, knew that seeing it would make it real in a way I couldn’t take back.
Then it dropped onto me. It was so fast. Its legs hooked into me, pinning me in the mud. I should have fought. I should have run. But I didn’t. I froze.
The strangest part—this is the part I can’t get past—my fear suddenly disappeared. Just… completely. One second I was terrified, and then it stung me, and everything went quiet inside me. I was completely calm. The creature didn’t scare me anymore. In some way, I even felt attracted… I know how weird that sounds. I know.
I remember my hands moving, and even now it makes me feel sick thinking about it. I was touching it—pulling it closer—like it wasn’t this horrible giant insect that had just pinned me down. I can still feel it if I think about it too hard, the texture of it, the way it moved, the way it smelled… I still don’t understand why I didn’t recoil. I should have. I should have been screaming, fighting—anything.
But here’s the worst part. I actually—God, I can’t believe it—I fucked it. I’m still not sure how I could let that happen. It was like my brain didn’t fully work at the time. Everything was thick and hazy, like I was underwater, like my head wasn’t mine anymore. And in that moment it felt… good. I just let it have me. It tasted me with its disgusting tongue. It filled me up with some kind of long abdomen. Its seed was so thick, so warm… Ugh, I still feel filthy! And that constant humming sound while it bred me… It’s stuck in my head forever! Even now, I can’t shake it! It pulses there, like it’s part of me, like my brain recorded it on repeat!












